Saturday, June 14, 2008

Love or the most confusing emotion of the world.

Love, such a weird feeling. Most of the time you don't even realize what it is. It can be hurtful or wonderful. It could last forever or never. How do you know when you are in love? Can you tell or is it just what you think is love? Ugh, see what i mean by confusing?

Sunday, June 1, 2008

Poems From The Heart

I like to writing poems in my spare time (whenever that is). So here are a few of my own.

FiRe
stupid school, i wonder if someone is going to burn ours down. fire as high as the sky, reach for the Heavens as the building of Hell goes to the ground. students scream cries of freedom, teachers scream cries of sadness. whos gonna pay for my retirement now?! kids dressed in black dance around the decaying place, their weird ways grasp the attentionof everyone. their voices like the sirens calls, cooing for the flames to rise higher. they twist and turn just like the fire, keeping beat with the killing heat. searing fire burns on and on as if the place shall never turn to dust. hopefully the personof this cause wont get bust. people of all ages come to stare at the dancing freaks and the fire, with awe in their eyes. forever shall they dance with the flames til the fire dies. what will become of them is no more.

Cries
so sad, i dont want your pity.go ahead and bite me if you dare. burning in the sunlight, safe in the dark,nightmares flood in my mind, haunting me to near death. being alone wont help, i need you. but do you hear my cries for help? no you stand there, acting as if its alrite. well it isnt, you hurt me more then you know, freedom from this hell andlove from you is all i want.but you cant accept me for me, so how could you love something you hate?

Why Just Stand There?
darkness holds me tight, keeping me from the lightwill i ever get out? staying in this damned place creeps me outwill you help free me? or just stand there like always?ha, why i ask is stupid. the darkness is getting to meyou might be there, but you never helpit must be fun to see me suffer, right?why else would you not help me?i cry for you to free me, but you must be deaf.my screams make the dark leave, sunlight shinning on my face againbut still, i sense the hatred in my soul, where the sun cant reach.but you can. why dont you? you must really hate me.theres no end.

Monday, May 26, 2008

Humans

Sometimes the human race gets me pissed. Throwing trash out windows, yet there is a trash can 4 feet away, dumping crap into our water supplies and what not. And how rude kids are becoming to adults, not to mention how adults are treating us kids. What is this world turning into?!

How many times have you heard people talk about race, nationality and politics? How mean and disgusted they are becoming to other people who aren't from the same country? Come on people! We are the same, and just drop dead if you disagree.

Unfair

Has anyone noticed that Goths, emos and scene kids are always getting picked on? That teachers really never favor them? Preps are like 99.9% of teacher-pets. Yet who is sitting in detention almost everyday after school? THE PREPS!!!

Do they treat us differently because we don't look, or act the same? I don't know about you (whoever is reading this) but I'm sick of it. We're still people, even if we don't agree on the same style, music and reading materials or what we find funny.
BLACK IS TOO A COLOR!!!!!!

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Book Worm

i am a book worm....AND PROUD OF IT!!! reading is my way of getting out of the real world and into something better. its a doorway out of my troubles. thanks to the book Generation Dead, i found this site. =]

some of my favorite books are:
the twilight saga,
generation dead,
vampire kisses (all of them),
sweep,
house of night,
maxium ride,
and manyy more! if any of y'all want to talk books, im your gurl ;]